Trying to stay positive

I had applied for a new job. Same field, just different company.  With this job I would have a bigger and better effect on the world, and I would make more money. A win, win. My interview went really well. Then I waited, and waited, and waited. Finally heard back from them. Due to financial issues the position could only be part time. Unfortunately because of my financial issues I can not take part time.
I am very bummed this didn't work out. But I am trying to keep positive.
Sometimes that can be hard to do.

It's been a while

It has been a while. 2015 was not a good year for me.
I took a job I thought would be good for me, and it turns out it really wasn't. It was by no means all bad either, but it wasn't what it should have been.
I lost three pets. One hermit crab, which I must admit had little effect on me. Sorry I just wasn't that attached. I also lost one of my cats and my dog. Those were tough. We found our cat in the cat carrier. Apperently she passed in her sleep. Our dog had been really sick and we took her to the vet. We had a really strong feeling we knew what the vet would say.
Also I have been trying to get an IEP set up for my youngest child. However since they can not really determine her learning disability it has been kind of difficult.
When I took on this new job, I could no longer see my personal trainer simply because our schedules no longer matched up.
I am a person who, when stressed or depressed,  eats ALOT.
So given the fact that I no longer had the motivation from my personal trainer, and I was eating really crazy, especially the last few months, I have not done well with weight loss.
I am trying to get back on track. Of course trying this during the holidays may have been a silly idea. Lol
Wish me luck.